Remembering, everything
About my world and when you came
Wondering, the change you’d bring
Means nothing else would be the same
Did you know, what you were doing
Did you know?

Did you know
How you would move me, well
I don’t really think so
But the night came down
And swept us away
And the stars, they seemed
To paint the most
Elaborate scene, today

But where to begin
Throw the caution, to the wind
We’ll reach for the stars
Everything is now ours

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
Failure is the only way to learn till you've come undone
the rest will never find out what they might have been
Lately I have desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder, is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
Cause without love I won't survive

Have I ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that and you will see
That I'll do better

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow managed to
Sweep you off of your feet
I took for granted what you do
But I'll do better
And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Lets pretend were alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared

Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how i feel
And it all seems so hopeless
And I have no plans
I'm a plane in the sunset
With nowhere to land

Remember when you held me tight in your arms
And you told me you loved me?
Now that I find, that you’ve changed your mind,
I’m lost for words.
And everything I feel for you I wrote down on one piece of paper.
You wouldn’t understand how much it hurts to let you go.
But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you the most, you chose to let me down, down, down.

Without these, I could've never know the better of you.

Love is the one thing baby, that you wont find on the ground.

When your feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I'd cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
because I love you so

When I look in your eyes
I can feel butterflies
I will love you when you're blue
But tell me darling true
What am I to you

Now all those feelings,
those yesterday's feelings
will all be lost in time.

Feelings lie.
Feelings lie.
Feelings lie.

We never know what feelings are.
Its not what you can control.
One minute you're feeling all jolly.
And yet another minute, you're solemn.
As though, you're just waiting for time to pass,
Life to fade..
I would cry for you to come back
I would die for you to love me again.
I would hold on for you to embrace me all over again.
I knew this clearly
That I am oh so in love with you.
But I knew being all emo, all sad is never, ever going to bring you back.
I know that you wanted me in your life so much that it hurts.
I know you loved me deep enough to keep me forever.
I know you cared for me like your lil precious gem.
But what has happened, happened.
I can’t change it back. I can’t turn back time.
I can’t reverse all the things that I’ve done.
Yes, I regret all the things that I’ve ever done.
But blaming myself everyday in a corner is not gonna get me anywhere at all.
I remember your words.
Stand up and move on.
I kept saying it to myself, stop crying over spilt milk.
Get up, change and maybe, he’ll come back.
Change is all I got to do.
It’s not easy, but it doesn’t mean that I can’t do it.
Out of my own free will darling, I change for you.
I want you back with me.

How could we know, that song, this show
We learned so much about ourselves.

P/S: I love you infinity.
<3 Nush.